Muzaffar Good Boy

13.02.10

2010-02-13T07:18:00.001Z

Its been a long time
Since i updated this blog.

But i wont make this blog dead.

You can go to my tumblr at

www.iamjustmyself.tumblr.com

Ok. peeps.
Bye

03-01-10

2010-01-02T19:04:00.002Z

1 more day and school will reopen. Who never do homework? Raise up your hands. Woohoo. Lets stayback at detention on the first day to finish up together. Who is with me?

I super lazy to go school. Have to sleep early. Have to wake up early. Lets extend the holidays. Who want to go riot in front of the Ministry Of Education building? Who is with me? Lets make history. Got hock lee bus riots, got anti- national service riots. Now got extend holidays riots. Yeah. Who want to appear in history textbooks in the future? Just kidding.

Anyways, just cut my hair. And you are right. I cut botak. So yeah. Haha

Idk why, but i cant wait for school to reopen. Nak main soccer. Leg itchy. And and and. To Sec 3E malay students, cikgu kita cikgu Huzaimah. Tak percaye tanya ainul. OMG. Boring kan. So yeah.

Ok. I am super bored. Tired? Not so la. 2 hours of sleep per day is enough for me. Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm. I am playing tic-tac-toe with myself. Wait wait wait. I know. I will mess up my room and clean it up. Ok. Thats stupid.

I think i will go now. Ok. Bye.

Bahhbye.
Prick.
Gone.

02.01.10

2010-01-01T21:02:00.002Z

Its already 2010. You know what it means? It means that those guys who are going to turn fifteen before August have to do pull ups for napfa. Thats true. Muhaimin. Birthday April kan? Ambik kau. 7 pull ups to pass your napfa. Thats right. Just kidding. But seriously.

Anyways, how cepat the clock rotate. It feels that it was just last year i was in sec 2. Now. I am in Secondary 3. You know what it means? It means that, we have to fold our pants when playing bola sepak. Super panas. So yeah. I rather wear short pants. More comfy. But wearing long pants means that we are matured. So yeah.

Anyways, Aqil ajak pergi skola sama2 on the first day of school. He say ajak ramai2. Macam nk serang that school. I just plan to be late on the first day. Spoil ah budak nie. Tapi tkpe. I will go. Untuk kawan. Kerana, Rasullulah bersabda ______

So yeah, you guys fill the blanks. For non-muslims. No need. You all dont even understand. So yeah.

And min, aku bawak guitar on the first day. Kau bawak tak? And min first day of school jalan pergi skola sama2 ah. Kau nk ajak inaa pon boleh. Jumpa pat lakeside MRT at 7.10 am. Be there. Apa2. Taruk pat tagboard. Pasal aku sekarang online malam. Around 11am to 7 am. So yeah. Phone aku gila. Super Gila. Tapi kalau kau nak call. Try ah. So yeah. Or how about aku leave kau an offline message in msn? Bodoh punya muz. Ok min.

Ok people. Thats all folks. Tune in next time for more...for more...ermm...more....more...more words thats comes out from my keyboard to your screen...ok. Does that even make sense? Yes it does. Ok. We will all do haka in Mr Yap office. Ok weird humans. Its time for me to stop making words. Ok. Thats another words. Ohh. And another...another..another..another. OK stop. Why cant my keyboard stop producing words? OK. This will be my last word.

Bye people.
Prick. Gone

22.12.09

2009-12-21T20:59:00.002Z

i got nothing to post here. i dont have much time. i wish i can finish what i started in 2009 before 2010 begins. i heard a song. this song is a shout out to everyone who thinks that there is no path for you to follow. the song is from the movie "Spirit: Stallion of the cimmaron". The title of the song is "Sound of the bugle - Bryan Adams". Hear the song and think.

Bryan Adams - Sound The Bugle

Sound the bugle now... play it just for me
As the seasons change... remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on...I can't even start
I've got nothing left... just an empty heart.

I'm a soldier... wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me... lead me away
Or leave me lying here

Sound the bugle now... tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know that leads to anywhere
Without a light, I fear that I will stumble in the dark
Lay right down and decide not to go on

Then from on high, somewhere in the distance There's a voice that calls,
"Remember who you are... if you lose yourself,
Your courage soon will follow,
So be strong tonight... remember who you are"

Yeah, your a soldier now,
Fighting in a battle,
To be free once more.
Yeah, that's worth fighting for

December 15 2009

2009-12-15T03:37:00.003Z

I've let her down. I've let her down so badly. I dont know what else can i do to make her forgive me. I made her so dissapointed. So dissapointed. I realise that i have misjudge things. Misjudge things so badly. I am ready to take the consequence. If i am brave enough to do a mistake, i should be brave enough to face the consequence. I have lost the two girls i love the most in the world. I realise that i am such a selfish person. I am useless. What type of guy i am? I am a guy with no balls. I never think of people around me. I always think for myself. Why do i have to be this way. I know people say that i have change. No one understands me. Even i dont understand myself. I lost everything. I am no longer the muzaffar you all knew. Idk if you all realise. Ever since i saw that p....nvm. Ever since i saw something painful to me, my mind auto change. I dont even know myself anymore. I am sorry people if you think that this post is disturbing. I never felt like this in the month of December. Feel like killing myself. The world would be such a better place.

P.S - Please dont Text or Call my phone.

20.11.09

2009-11-20T14:42:00.005Z

This is probably my last post. Probably Not.

Firstly, i will like you to hear this song, Still breathing - Mayday parade.

I am sick and tired telling people that i am ok.
I am sick and tired telling people that i am tired as a reason when i am moody.
I am sick and tired of pretending that i am happy even i know that i am not.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

i want to make this holiday memorable to everyone.
i want to make you happy.
i want this year to be different for me.

But sometimes things dont happen they way you want it to be.

Anyways, i will like to wish a happy advance birthday to Nicholas Tay Jia Hui. I cannot wish you on the exact day because i have my fitness camp on that day. So I will like to take this time to wish you. Hey brother, 14 years old already la. I am still 13 in the five of us. Yeah. HAPPY 14th birthday brother. Behave ah boy. Brothers for life.

Remember the advice on the post before this.

May/Muzz signing off
GONE ~~probably wont be coming back.~~

16.11.09

2009-11-15T17:50:00.005Z

ok. I dont know about the world. But my world has been upside down.

For her,
I want to say this face to face to you. But i just can find the time. Furthermore, i cannot contact you. So here goes. I dont know if you realise or not but we have been so far recently. We are being further from each other everyday. I dont want that. But sometimes things dont happen the way you want them to be. I dont know why i am shivering while i am typing this. I just need two things from you. I need kepastian and confirmation. You know how i feel toward you. I thought i can walk with another pair of footprints beside mine. But like i say. Sometimes things dont happen the way you want them to be. You know that i love you so much. Now the confirmation i want from you is, how you feel towards me. And the kepastian i want from you is the answer to my question that i asked you around 3 weeks ago which we all know what the answer will turn out a ___. I am sure you yourself will know the answer. Its in the alphabets. But no matter what happens, i will always love you.

Ok. To the rest, here is from muzaffar to all of you, treasure the smile you are having because some people out there are dying to find someone, to give him/her that smile.

07.11.09

2009-11-10T06:40:00.005Z

This were taken when my family and me when to orchard road to watch the Christmas light up. Nice right. NICE NICE NICE. ok. See the pictures. SEE SEE SEE. ok i am being annoying to myself. OK. BYE BYE BYE. hahhahhah

May/Muzz signing off
GONE.

06.11.09

2009-11-06T14:03:00.001Z

I got no pictures for today didnt take any pictures. I dont want to talk about morning and afternoon. Lets fast forward until 3.30pm. I went out of home and went to ncc. I miss PT. But not Hakka. All the way Hakka. Then then. After ncc, we played soccer. Then go makan. I never eat because i dont have money. Yeah. Then took 198 with Hazeeq and Anis. Then bla bla bla.
Then reach home. My uncle havent go out work. He is so late. Then he... Ok nehmind. Ok. Thats about it. I tired, penat and any other tiring word you can think of. Bye kids

May/Muzz signing off.
GONE.

03.11.09

2009-11-03T11:54:00.009Z

Me and Hafiz walk to Chinese garden after returning my book to the library. We took a photos. Ok. I am done

Behave people.
Gone.

24.10.09

2009-10-24T09:24:00.003Z

OK. I got nothing much to say for today. The song below is dedicated to you. My one and only you. The song is "I swear this time i mean it by Mayday Parade". This song shows how i am feeling right now to you. The song is at the side. In my playlist. Please hear.

Oh, Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form the lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I wanna keep her dreaming
It's my one wish
I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars
We'll forget mine
[ Mayday Parade Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The hours change so fast
Oh, God, please make this last

'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right

You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause, baby, I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right.

So thats the song. I hope Monday comes fast.
Ok people.
Thats all.
GONE.

11.10.09

2009-10-11T10:42:00.005Z

I dont want to talk much. Feel so stupid and dissapointed in myself this days. Really stupid and dissapointed. I only got one thing to ask. If i leave to somewhere far and i am not coming back. What will happen to you all and how will you all feel? To me. It wont be a big difference. You know why. Let me show you.

If i am gone, there will still be someone playing the guitar: Muhaimin
If i am gone, there will still be someone with a fit body: Hazeeq
If i am gone, there will still be someone who can sprint fast: Aswafiqil
If i am gone, there will still be someone who is annoying and irritating: Hafiz
If i am gone, there will still be someone who is cute: Yuobari
If i am gone, there will still be someone which is racist: Choong Chee How
If i am gone, there will still be someone who is a joker in 2e6: Sam

So good guys and girls on Earth, think about it.

Thats all for this one.

Behave people

04.08.09

2009-08-04T13:23:00.003Z

This are some of the pictures i took while i am gone. (:(:(:

Argh!! Look at the date! Its been 1,2,3,4,5.....18 days, i never update. But its ok, its ok. Ok. Mana nak start?? Lets start with today. Today, for the first time i enjoyed PE. You know why? Me and Sam got to go to the GYM!! Woohoo. Thats is the only lesson i enjoyed. After school got NSW, the paper was so 'easy'. The starting i did with semangat. ~~Then i start to do anyhow~~.
Shhh!! But whats the point of winning this? If got price nevermind la. Correct or not? Then then then. Have to do portfolio. ~~I copied my portfolio from ignatius~~. This one also dont tell. Shhh. Later Mrs Poh sepak my face. Around 6, have to go home. I have to go home 30 minutes before meaning i have to reach home at 5.30. But its ok its ok. I sent her home. Then zoom to my brother primary school as fast as i can. I SUPERMAN what. Per normal, reach home. Kena shouting. Terok. Die, mati, savoo, shi (i not sure if it is correct.)

OK. This should be enough for today.
Goodnight Good boys/girls.

Behave people.
GONE.

18.07.09

2009-07-18T20:28:00.001Z

Suspicious article
Jing yu.

Brothers in Bus.

Yuhua Terrorist.

Horny Brothers.

Racist fight. Malay vs Indian.

Cat.

Get Ready. Doggy Position.

Stair-job.

OKok. This were all taken yesterday. (17.07.09). I want to post about yesterday. Today boring la. Yesterday. Went to School. Walk to Masjid Assyakirin. Like last week. On the way there, Yuobari was racist again. (4th picture from the top). Darwis, Syazwan and me was laughing like hell. Back at school. Hafiz and Ainul was sabo-ed. Today was their birthday. Happy birthday my short and tall friends. Slack in school. Did homework. Around 6pm. Went home with muhaimin and Jing yu (2nd Picture). In the bus, we saw a suspicious bag. Terrorist!!! Remember people. If you see any suspicious article, please report to our staff or call 999.

Behave people.
GONE.

15.07.09

2009-07-15T09:09:00.003Z

Today School Sucks. I say again. SCHOOL SUCKS. I annoyed mrs poh like hell. But i still not happy. I want to annoy her more. Friday friday. Tomorrow no math lesson.
Friday, I make sure i annoy her until she kicks me out of the class. Like that i happy sia. After School, have to go home straight. Parents la. Tsk tsk tsk. They dont understand. Reach home. Nothing to do. I was staring at the wall like the wall staring at me. So i decided to sleep. Ok good people of the universe. I ame ending it here. Ok its ended.

Behave people.

14.07.09

2009-07-14T13:56:00.002Z

OK. The picture all $#@#$# right. I know i know. Today a lot of a lot of a lot of things happen. First thing, Napfa. Terok terok. I failed. Results below. After that stay in class. We play guitar. Then, thought Yuobari how to play guitar. After that, MUHAIMIN WENT MISSING!!! Me and Yuobari panic already. I was like....$%#%$#. Called a few people. Called his parents too. From 6.00pm to 8pm, we call and search and call and search. Finally, he come. Lucky his parents at there. Or else, he will get my footprint on his butt. I was angry at him. After the big commotion, me and yuobari went to BubbleTea Shop go buy waffle. Muhaimin explain what happen. So we Understand. Went seperate ways. Me and yuobari. Sam And Ingyin. Muhaimin went home with his parents. So there is a lesson learn from this post.

Napfa Test Results:-
Shuttle Run:9.3 seconds
Sit up:56
Sit and reach:46cm
Standing Broad Jump:222cm
Incline Pull up:36

Failed Like Hell.

Behave People.
Gone

12.07.09

2009-07-12T14:11:00.003Z

He is missing her while he wants her..

Wake up in th morning, had breakfast. 12.30pm took bus to Jurong West Stadium. Waited for Sam. So slow. Tsk tsk tsk. Went in th gym. Saw my old friend and my cousin. Train on trapezius, biceps, triceps, shoulder, abdomen, oblique, chest and lattismus dorsi. In short, i train my upper body. Went out around 4.o4pm. Suddenly, hafiz say he lost his phone. Ran back to th gym, find his phone. In th end, never found. We sat at th track and field place. Talk-cock. Then started sprinting. Sam time my 100 metre sprint. Guess what?? I ran 14.01 seconds. Actually i can run faster than Usain Bolt. But i give him chance la. Scared he cry. (Macam Paham)?? Walk to the bus-stop. Took 99. Zoom home. Ok people. I penat(tired) and my upper body cramp. So goodbye good boys and girls.

Behave People.
Gone.

11.07.09

2009-07-11T13:42:00.003Z

Today. Today. Today. Wake up and went to IMM for breakfast. WTH!! Go IMM just for breakfast. Can cook at home right. But its ok. Then went back home. Around 5pm, went out to see fireworks. nice. Unexpectedly, it rains. My family was like kan cheong already but i still can walk while eating curry puff. Ended up wet. After that go inside my dad's car. And went home. OK people.

Behave people.
Gone

21 guns lyrics

2009-07-10T13:51:00.002Z

Read the lyrics while hearing the song.
Its the story of my....

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Enjoy the song people.

10.07.09

2009-07-10T12:29:00.002Z

Walao. I wasnt ready for that picture. See my face. Like @$#$. Sam is the photographer. So you know la. When Sam hold the camera, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE. No la. Jkjk. Ok. A lot of things happen today. I was almost late for school. But didnt. I ran like an @$#. School ended. Me, Yuobari, Syazwan, Darwis and Rahim walked to Masjid Assyakirin for Friday Prayers. Lol-ed like hell on the way that. Yuobari was like being racist to Rahim because he is an indian. I was like laughing till my lungs come out from my nose. After friday prayers, went back to school. At school, went to the school gym. Work on my trapezius and triceps. Work like hell. After that we played soccer. Played like hell. I work and play like HELL. Around 4.30pm, left school. Heading home. Then at bus-stop. Me, Yuobari and Hafiz saw this girl. So we talked. The following conversation happens in malay.

Muzaffar: Yuobari, look at that girl.
Yuobari: Whoa.
Muzaffar: NOnono. Dont board the bus. Alah, she go up.

Then I smile and wave at the girl. And you know what happen?? She smile back. My eyes melt la. I was like melting. Then Yuobari say the girl smile at him because the girl thinks that yuobari is cute. I was like.... Then, board 157 went home. Suddenly got called from my mum. She ask me to fetch my small brother. I was like WTH?!?! I damn tired already. Then i called my mum. I say why can my big brother go take. My mum say he playing soccer with friends. WTH? I was angry sia. But what to do? So alight. Walked to the nearest 99 bus stop. I damn tired already. Somemore my bag damn heavy. For those who got carry before, you all should know. Reach my small bro school. Straight away went home. Thats enough of my tiring, funny, heart-melting day.

I hope to see you again. (The girl at the bus stop)

Behave ah.
Gone.

09.07.09

2009-07-09T13:41:00.002Z

Ok. Idk what to say. Today, school sucks. Like hell. Stayback at school. Went home at 4.30pm because have to fetch my small brother. After fetching my brother, stayed at home. Play guitar. Play till finger pain. Maybe one day i record one video. Then let you all judge. Ok.enough liao lo.

Behave people.
GONE.

Pensé que podemos esperar para los fuegos artificiales. Olvidar todo esto. Juzgar quiere hacerle saber que te quiero. Pero...
Sé que esto ocurre un día. A veces, sé que las cosas que usted piensa dont.
Todavía obtuve Reyes degradado conmigo. Hay pintor no saber acerca de mí. Incluso dont Reyes degradado saber.

2009-07-08T13:07:00.000Z

Flipping through my old album. Me and muhaimin. You can see that almost all my picture have muhaimin in it. Best Brother la. I know him for 12 years. Believe it or not. 12 YEARS. From kindergarten 1. I thought he was lying went he say we dance together during the kindergarten graduation concert. Then i go home and watch back the video. It was real. I was like "whoa". Ok. If i see any old and funny photos. I put it up ok. Till then.

Behave people.
GONE

08.06.09

2009-07-08T12:44:00.000Z

okokok. Today normal. Wake up late la. Late for school. WTH!! Have to run rounds. But nvm nvm. I fit what (macam paham). Then slept during english period. StayBack after school. Me, Muhaimin and Sam go make ninja warrior obstacle course. We make stage 1,2 and 3. We all pass the 3rd stage. Muhaimin pass the obstacle with a total timing of 42.0 seconds. Sam pass the obstacle with a timing of 40 something. I pass the course with a timing of 32.7 seconds. Baik ah. Then we waited for yuobari. So while we waiting we play gangster. Then we all prank yuobari. He was like so scared. Then we all take picture. (above).

In the picture (the last picture): muhaimin(extreme left), sam(center), me(extreme right), yuobari(sitted).

OK. Stay good people. Behave ah.
GONE

06.07.09

2009-07-06T13:42:00.000Z

Woke up at 10am. Normal timing. Bathe, Eat breakfast and went straight to gym at 1pm. I thought Mr Lim never come. Then, i was really desperate for his number. Called Sam. Waited for him outside. Then saw Mr Lim. Wah. Lucky got kaki like him ah. He taught us a few things about our muscle groups. Mr Lim went off at 3.20pm because he got kick-boxing class. 4.30, me and sam went off. We walked from stadium to busstop. Then went seperate ways. He have to rush home. Then, i bought biscuit at a shop near block 401. I thought she will go down. Then she say she dont want. So walk in the rain. Walked home.

Stay good people.
GONE.

05.07.09

2009-07-05T11:16:00.000Z

Okokok. Woke up at 10am. I think. Then, bathe and have to cook for my family. I cook nasi goreng and nuggets. Then, make teh tarik for family also. I am not praising myself but it taste nice. Really. Then, i bathe again at 12.30pm. Want to go GYM. Wohhoo. Suppose to meet sam at interchange (Boon Lay). Around 1.30pm reached interchange, my parents sent me(and Sam) go to Jurong West Stadium. Reach there. Went to look for Muhaimin. We work out from 1.53pm to 4.07pm. So i changed my clothes. It started to rain. Me,Muhaimin and Sam walked to the nearest 7-11 shop (not inside the stadium). So we were all wet. I bought the egg&cheese sandwich and a packet of keropok. Take 99 go home. OMG. Bloody cold. Somemore we wet. Torturing bus ride. All Sam's fault. Haiyo. No la. Muhaimin alight first. Then me. Poor Sam. Last to leave. Reach home, Brother also going out. He going to watch movie. I decide to stay. Now, i alone at home. Parents outside attending wedding.

OK. I think thats enough. Stay Good like me. Gone.

My first post

2009-07-04T15:02:00.000Z

OK. To people who dont know me. My name is Mohd Muzaffar. Schooling in yuhua secondary school. I hate that school. But i love my classmates. Age 14. Birthday 19.12.95. Hmmmm, somemore what you want to know about me? OK. Fyi, i am male. OK. I dont know what to say anymore. OK. I think thats enough.